chemarea exilului

azi m-am trezit crezand ca sunt altundeva. Si nu ma refer ca in alt loc, adik alti patru pereti. Nu! Altundeva….

pun asta pe seama unei nopti relativ bine dormite, chiar daca mam mai trezit noaptea. In ultima vreme noptile imi sunt bantuite. Macar de as sti de cine sau de ce. Tot ce pot sa fac este sa stau cat mai mult treaz, sa adorm din inertia unei oboseli accentuate, in speranta ca pana dimineatza nu misc. Ei toate astea is bune si frumoase, dar nu adevarate. Singurele ocazii cand dorm dus, sunt cand stau pana pe la 2, 3 in oras si ajung acasa rupt de oboseala si cu alcoolul cantandumi in creier. Atunci chiar dorm nemiscat :P.

si totusi azi dimineatza am simtit un dor acut de a fi altundeva. Simt nevoia altor coordonate geografice si psihice. Ceva care sa poata sa ma scoata din profunda lancezeala energetica in care ma aflu.

as they say it – space is the final frontiere. Well, I don’t want to go to outer space, yet. All I want is some corner of an earthly place that would grow to my soul as the earth grows to the sky in the horizon. Until then “engage captain” :P.

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~ by Daniel Codrea on September 19, 2008.

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